Wednesday, April 27, 2011
memories, 1 year ago
reading this abandoned space brought me back to who i was a year ago.
everything was so different. i kind of like the things they were before. i detest the person that i am becoming.
i want to keep the remaining part of the innocence to myself, i want to continue to trust ppl easily.
i think to do that, i will need to get out of here.
i wish i know taeyang personally. i think we can be good friends. haha. and he can teach me how to dance the wedding dress.
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Wednesday, November 17, 2010
burnt
by my own flaws.
i feel like screaming now.
i am not happy now. i repeat. i am extremely not happy.
i dunno what i want now. i dunno what am i good at.
i dun even know what i need to carry on.
can someone tell me what should i do now?
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 11:44 PM
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Sunday, June 13, 2010
i am ready to rock and roll.
it has been so long since i last posted something here.
haha too busy having fun and enjoying my holiday!
today is the last day of my holiday!
hopefully the working life will be manageable and i will still get to spam time with honey bear!
i hope weekends are longer though. then i can spend time with families!
=)
everyday i wake up, i just wish that i will have a place to call my own. =)
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 11:57 PM
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Tuesday, May 4, 2010
it's over!
in a good way.
fail then fail lo.
heck.
but im quite sad that my hp dropped into toilet bowl.
haha!
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Saturday, May 1, 2010
Kissin U
oh my oh my! i need to breathe! my heart cannot cope with all these peaks and troughssss~!!!
but miranda cosgrove is damn pretty! she took my breath away!
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 12:50 PM
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formula to happiness
family + friends + bear.
=)
they can heal any wound.
=)
Heart them.
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 12:35 AM
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Friday, April 30, 2010
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
my poor english level is not good enough to channel my sadness into words.
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it's the biggest disappointment in the past few months.
they chose another person over me just because of my nationality.
and this happened after they offered me the position.
how can u give a person so much hope, and then crash it with ur own hands.
it's cruel and it's hard to swallow.
i was starving before i checked my mails, after a long long nite of sleep, feeling happy.
but the mail just reversed everything.
i am more than sad now. it's a mixture of anger, GREAT disappointment, and more sadness.
just when i thought everything's gg to be ok, it's not.
i dunno what else can i do anymore.
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my poor english level is not good enough to channel my sadness into words.
so the sadness stays.
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 11:42 AM
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