Saturday, January 31, 2009
a dream.
a house,
with a gym room. purple treadmill, pink weights, yellow benches, and blue and green walls. =)
outside the gym room, there's a bbt corner.
with tadpole jelly =)
and an ice kacang machine.
how cool is dat?!
=DDDDD
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Friday, January 30, 2009
home again =)
=)
step into the house, a place im so familiar with.
the smell.
the faces.
=)
when i on the comp,
more familiar faces.
im nvr too far from all the ppl that i hold close to my heart.
i need the cramps now, to tell me that im not dreaming.
because now,
im living a dream that i will nvr want to wake up from.
"dun =) if u dun mean it, it's like telling ppl that u're sad.''
square square, i will protect u.
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 11:22 AM
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
if you cant afford to be happy, be humourous.
she will remain as the girl
that i fear the most
jealousy n envy
songs and books.
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Friday, January 23, 2009
1 day at the theme park.
it's a theme park by the sea.
he was teaching her how to swim.
coz she said she wanted to learn swimming,
at a place where she could see Ferris wheel.
so he brought her there.
she tried to learn swimming b4.
but didn complete the course.
after 40 mins of lesson,
she got tired of it. She wanted a sweet cone.
He smiled. and passed her the towel.
because she just walked away in her swimming suit towards the ice cream stall.
he wrapped the towel ard her.
n pinched her right cheek, teasing her :' baby, you wont want others to see those little barneys!'
She was wearing a barney swimming suit.
she didn get to eat the sweet cone.
coz : " wake up wake up! 8am alr!"
" come on come on get up get up lets go wont u follow me?!"
" super trouper's lights are gg to blind me, but i wont feel blue, coz somewhere in the crowd there's u."
>o<
but i noe, he'll make sure that she gets that sweet cone. =)
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Thursday, January 22, 2009
impulse crumpled.
i have a nougat now =)
155 dollars! but it's ok. Coz it's purple. So dats all it matters to me. =)
home has changed quite a bit.
=)
it's really not hard to distract urself from ur heartache.
Y cant i face it? n y m i trying so hard to hide it?no innuendo implied. =)
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Monday, January 19, 2009
i saw a small caterpillar.
living in a bottle.
or rather i assumed that it was kept in the bottle against its will.
Everyday this little gal will feed it with grass.
Heaps of grass.
N its duty or task or the only thing that it could do is to eat up all the grass.
and be a fat n chubby caterpillar, so that in the future it can be a beautiful butterfly.
I cant read a caterpillar's mind.
but i hope it has a simple mind.
n it'll juz eat.
Maybe it is thankful to the little gal.
coz she kept it frm hunger.
and maybe cold, as the bottle that it is living, it's minature.
So it will try to finish all the grass.
For the leftover grass will rot in 24 hours' time.
And the gal will get the wrong signal.
As the caterpillar will finish all the grass in 24 hrs' time.
So she thought that it must be really hungry.
So she'll replenish n put in more grass.
N it'll eat them up.
N she'll replenish them.
She doesnt noe.
It couldnt tell her.
they do not know.
If both of them noe that after the caterpillar has morphed into a butterfly,
no matter how beautiful it'll be,
the life will end in 3 days' time.
But it still couldnt tell her.
n she still doesnt know.
n i saw a caterpillar in a bottle,
but i walked away.
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 10:35 PM
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
first week of sch
is spent working most of the time.
i get to know how weird the grown-ups can be.
No may not mean No.
Yes can mean a No.
History readings, pls have mercy on me!
One More Day. =)
Three More Days.
=)
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
Segments.
Been busy with sch, segment and the fiery soft toy.
sch wise, im so sick of the used textbook forum n all that i've gotten new textbooks =)
Class wise,
microeconomics is something dat if i flunk it, i can kiss the honours class goodbye.
labour economics is relatively interesting and fun if not for the fact that the lecturer is of the nationality that can anyhow feed a gal kueh.
developmental economics is fine apart from the essays dat u need to write and the super thick textbook that u need to read, despite the fact that it's an 8am class.
history is really interesting but the readings. out of my comfort zone. but it's something that i need to learn.
understanding the universe is a very secondary sch science module.
It's actually quite fun, but the class size is too bloody hellish big. it's more like a market than a lecture hall.
third day of sch, n the study room is relatively crowded.
set the priorities rite.
=)
2day after working for the whole day, and a walk frm clementi, im feeling much better now =)
Ready to revel in my own world of knowledge.
it's always sad, when the mask is taken off, exposing the true cold truth.
but you will nvr noe, if u dun have the chance to peel the skin off.
if so, u will nvr noe that purple sweet potato has yellow flesh.
*i miss the sch when it is quieter*.
*3 more days of long working days !!
i enjoyed my learning days there, but i enjoyed sleeping n studying n slacking more!!
=)
n i really, really, really cant wait for next wed to come. =)
i cant rmb when was the last time that i slept on my bed at home.
something that all of us will take it for granted.
so did i.
but at the age of 21 gg on 22,
i need to start acting like one
and the 1st on the changing list,
i need to stop whining.
*no smiley face this time*
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
a new way to mourn.
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Monday, January 12, 2009
it's another start now.
No turning back.
=) n i dun want to regret this again.
i think i reali miss home a lot that i had a bad dream.
it was of a war setting. Vietnamese war. I guessed. Because it felt vietnamese.
Mummy abandoned me n brought the other 2 sisters with her.
they left without me.
i could feel that my face was burning coz i was caught in a fire. But in reality, my face did hurt.
i accidentally smeared my hand lotion onto my face.
n i couldnt sleep for the whole nite.=( it's reali burning hot.
when i woke up 2day n looked into the mirror, the burnt side is reali burnt.
hope the red patch will go away soon. =(
n im learning how to play WOW now +0+
i named the character PreeKley. Inspired by bur's prickly heat powder!
but i only played for a while. because i became vr sleepy after that.
n the character is not the tallest in wow. =P
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
eleven minus one
things that we had done from 2pm to 12am.
I do not want to rmb what happened b4 2pm. Because the bubbletea wasnt sweet but salty.
But im glad that finally, he knows.
- mogu mogu for lunch. used the flooded toilet with the sign out of order.
- wanted to get cny clothes, but im bewildered.
I wanted purple cny clothes, not red. But none to be found. >o<
- bur got himself a pair of Purple havi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- n now my cute purple havi has a play-hard-to-get crystal on it =)
*walk n walk n walk n walk!!*
- tomyam n sichuan steamboat for dinner. =) with the super super cooked eggs! i love it =)
got a call from ian, happy to hear that he is back! =D
Sparta is of full force now!
cutest phrase from bur 2day : Rough Use. =)
cant wait for sch to start. which is gg to be 2mr.
=)
3-day-week for both of us =) yay yay ~~
N in a few days' time, i can go home for 1 week of cny !!!!!!
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 10:07 AM
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Saturday, January 10, 2009
i actually cried while reading the latest entry from vincent syiling.
i miss papa mummy.
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 9:04 AM
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
i miss.
mint chocolate n beancurd.
n bubbletea.
to heal.
me.
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Flightless Bird, american mouth
I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming
Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down
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Monday, January 5, 2009
same old and brand new.
Im still afraid of animals, but i cant help but falling in love with the bouncy dog.
My 1st time so close to a jack russell. from screaming n running away n tearing n wanting to smack him with the stool, to having him on my lap, it's a Big Big thing for me.
=))) hope to see him soon =D
i still miss home n mummy sisters papa a lot!
i dun wan to miss the cny shopping n the cookies making sessions!!!!
=) watched ponyo last week n was amazed by bur's expressions when he was watching the movie.
i just cant stop laughing when he was amused by the little boy calling his mum 'Lisa'.
hmmm maybe he was not. =P
=)
ENS chalet is vr different this year. More juniors than seniors for the 1st time.
but had lotsa fun cycling n bbq-ing with bur n son =)
i still cant believe that im actually TWENTY-TWO this YEAR! wow.
=) i cant wait for the sch to start =)!
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