the soul is tired, with the desire to sleep less without feeling sleepy.
came across this analogy, somewhere, i cant remember. but it's not important.
i still dun like onions.
coz they make u cry.
and i really really hate tuesday.
6 hours straight of lecture.
but it's fine. it's week 11 now.
the soul needs to be liberated, from all the chains, and soars in the sky, with desires.
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 11:35 PM
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Monday, March 23, 2009
=]
I would give up everything Before I'd separate myself from you After so much suffering I've finally found a man that's true I was all by myself for the longest time So cold inside And the hurt from the heart it would not subside I felt like dying Until you saved my life
Thank God I found you I was lost without you My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you
I would give you everything There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do To ensure your happiness I'll cherish every part of you Because without you beside me I can't survive I don't wanna try If you're keeping me warm each and every night I'll be all right Cause I need you in my life
Thank God I found you (I'm begging you) I was lost without you (so lost without you) My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream) Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight) Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you
See I was so desolate Before you came to me Looking back I guess it shows that we were destined to shine After the rain to appreciate And care for what we have And I'd go through it all over again To be able to feel this way
Thank God I found you I was lost without you (lost without you baby) My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life (whole life) I'm overwhelmed with gratitude Sweet baby I'm so thankful I found you
Thank God I found you I was lost without you I'm overwhelmed with gratitude My baby I'm so thankful I found you
HAHA. THE MV IS NOT NORMAL. >o<
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 11:46 PM
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i have so much things in my heart that i want to say!
i really really thank God for all the super nice ppl ard me!
and of coz, the special one =] !
as for labor mid term, =) it is juz abt colouring 30 small circles black. =)
it doesnt matter that i dunno how to derive elasticity of substitution from MRTS, or confused btw all the marginal products. or dunno where is the kink nor wats the slope.
i know, i just know,
Someone is watching over me.
and i'll be fine.
=]
seven years since my grandfaher had passed away.
n i still miss him.
but i noe he is with God now. =)
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 10:50 PM
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We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes And the flashback starts I'm standing there On a balcony in summer air
See the lights See the party, the ball gowns I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go, and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me I was begging you please don't go and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel This love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story baby just say yes Oh oh
I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you is fading When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head? I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said, marry me Juliet You'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress It's a love story Baby just say YES
=]
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 9:27 AM
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
a bee's life.
it would not be a life of a bee if:
i did not get the deadline WRONG. -thanks to the syllabus, which says the essay is due on week9. and it's the WRONG week9. historians indeed have different perception of time.
another happy event: muffin hero came to my rescue! -thanks to the super big brown bug in my room.
" off the light and it will fly out." and i did.
but i waited for quite long (5 mins as instructed), but it was still there. i think the bug liked my room, coz it's so nice to sleep. so it must be sleeping there and was reluctant to leave my room.
actually i was thinking, wow. this time im so dead. 1000 more words and this shit is happening.
But the M.H. suddenly appeared with the noice of "tsk tsk.", and rescued me from this shit pool in less than 20 seconds. and finished off an apple in another 20 seconds. and walked off.
i was standing there, rooted, riveted. thinking that, he must have drank redbull.
the third happy thing of the week. im gg home 2mr! =DDDD ICE KACANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OHYA. how can i leave this out!
the day that i finished my essays, BFF ep 20 was up!
and now, EP 21 IS UP TOO~!
=D
awwwh.
life is like a cup of bubbletea. =]
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 9:41 PM
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Sunday, March 15, 2009
while waiting...
i'll listen to the youtube version of the bff soundtracks,
seeking tranquility and idealism from the show, the memories.
i realized, if i were to write a story, i'll make it very dreamlike too.
and maybe i'll get sucked into the story and nvr get out.
maybe that's y, the stories that we r watching,
are quite far-fetched from reality.
we like to be deluded.
sad scenes will make me cry, sad music with sad scenes will make me cry like a baby,
crying for the stories of others, with my own tears.
so y m i crying?
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 1:37 AM
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Thursday, March 12, 2009
i cant afford to stop the music.
work hard, please. work hard.
the deafening noises,
shall be consigned to oblivion.
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 12:27 PM
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Because I'm Stupid
=)))
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 12:09 PM
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Someday - 알고있나요 (Do You Know) (Boys Before Flowers / 꽃보다 남자 OST)
my fav song from the show. =]
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 12:06 PM
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Lucky.
Lucky. Soundtrack from Boys Before Flowers.
another nice song titled ' lucky '. =]
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 12:02 PM
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
time to abandon this world.
so glad to noe there's this something.
Boys Before Flower.
Maybe by watching other ppl's life, i'll be convinced that, that can be true,
because, now playing: Lucky - Jason Mraz & Cobby Caillat.
Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard
put a flower in my hand, will u?
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 9:18 PM
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keep telling myself,
quit being a crybaby.
but the tears just refuse to be retrenched.
background music : My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clarkson.
im so dysfunctional.
dun feel like doing anything.
maybe, throw in the towel will be an easier way out.
i really really miss staying at home.
a humdrum and boring practice, will they feel better by doing that?
idealist is outnumbered. and crashed. and squashed. and disintegrated. and molded.
now playing: Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback
i can understand, the reason behind the high suicidal rate.
it's a preventive measure. to prevent betrayal. give up the life, to prevent urself to betray urself.
Click skip and the next song is : Hot N Cold - Kate Perry.
Hot and Cold. Life is.
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 8:48 PM
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noise headache nausea f-up place.
great.
it's definitely a test from God.
i shall take it seriously.
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 8:46 PM
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Saturday, March 7, 2009
savior.
http://music.aol.com/radioguide/bb
wahaha!
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 12:17 PM
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Friday, March 6, 2009
crazy week.
but i still have the time to be crazy over the following things:
1) Boys Before Flower, the korean version of Meteor Garden! awwww. im still in awe of that. the daomingsi is so much cuter! =P and the huazelei's gf. hehe Choonhyang!
- i love watching the show with lotsa food in front of me. and of coz with the meejiamkuey auntie =)
2) HOME. i feel so loved n so homely the moment i stepped into the house. =) it's the Home Smell.
I love it when within steps i can get food drinks go toilet watch tv on aircon sleep slack talk to mum play with sis read newspaper eat fruits and dun need to do laundry. im so hopelessly lazy. Awwwh miaaan.
Papa juz cut his hair. n mum got herself More purple clothes. n sis juz got a few medals for running. but she is so tanned now. hmmm. it makes no diff actually. she looks perpetually tanned to me! =P
3) My M.H.
hehe. =]
and so so so many things! =)))
=D wahaha! feel like jumping ard now! wahaha!
and ohya!
Son Happy Birthday!!
hehe. *censored censored censored* ! have fun with neoneo! =D
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 10:57 PM
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009
awwwwh nioooh!
no more class95 online.
and i woke up at 10.10am 2day.
when i have class from 8-11.
cool.
because,
im not the only one. wahaha wenyen n duan also woke up late! =P
haihz. im still sad.
class95. >o<
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 12:17 PM
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Sunday, March 1, 2009
got this from beng's blog.
a song to make me cry and smile with tears.
not the song, but the lyrics, all the memories, and the persons.
"I have YOUs to be with, everything will be easy!"
