on a side note, i managed to stay 'cordial' (according to syl) to mr. HEHEHHEHE through out the presentation!
=D
i love watching long long mv.... and everyday, i have been praying for the same few things.
pls let them be true. =)
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RELIGHT MY FIRE!
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
151 is a washing machine. or blender. or both.
from sch to macpherson, frm macpherson to sch.
in less than 3 hours, i spend abt 2 hours on 151.
im so nauseous that my world's still spinning now. =(
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Monday, March 29, 2010
when you're really, really, sleepy.
i just love this song! esp when u slept at ard 3.30 the day b4 and woke up at 8.30 the next morning.
although i had 5 hours of sleep, but the action dreams made me felt that i have been shooting n running for the whole night. =( and i cant sleep in formal attire in the study room. it's just so uncomfortable!
and i anticipate a sleepless night 2day, judging by the work that i'll have to do as my presentation slides are due 2mr and nothing is done. oh my gosh. so scary.
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the wedding planner keeps me gg!
had the nicest curry noodles for lunch by bear's mum! =)))))) need to learn how to cook dat!
and i love watching man u match with bear, even if it means i'll have to stay up till 4am!
er. waited 1.5 hour for a no-show juz now. haha and i watched The Wedding Planner for the Nth time. nvr failed to make me happy!
oh oh oh! i wanna watch How To Train Your Dragon! and hopefully we'll get the Date Night tickets!
gg to have 2 interviews in the next 2 days. =) hopefully, i really can get a job dat'll make me happy everyday~!
saw iv, out soon plssss!!!!
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Saturday, March 27, 2010
Penny and me =)
i'll have to camp in sch for another weekend.
1 month nvr go home alr! this is so sad.
it's ok. i'll get to see the 2 cute fellas later so =DDDDDDD
as for the irritating and disappointing pr issue, i'll just have to take it in my stride.
i am sure, i can survive this!
haha i love to turn to my left, and see the muscle chipmunk popping almonds when he's studying! =]]]]]]]]]
OH! we have 1 carton of soya bean, 1 carton of chocolate milk, almonds, raisin bread, coffee, yuanyang and dried mangoes on the table now! study food! HEHE.
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
the hangover procedure.
i dunno why did i cry.
so i'll have to look back and see what had happened thru out this long long day and get all these out of my mind so dat i can work on my 2 presentation n 2 essays next week.
i woke up at 9.30 am, instead of 8. and i felt the constipation feeling + bloatedness shit, a.k.a. pms crap.
at 12.45, i realised dat i forgot to take the cert folder for my interview at 3 at changi. and by then i was walking in super uncomfortable pants n super painful heels for 3 hours alr.
1.40 - 2.05, dats how long i had waited at the bus stop, with a strange yellow bug giving me a very painful bite on my right foot. i thought it a rock so i tried to use my left foot to sweep it away but instead, i smeared the bug onto my shoe, which means my black heels now has a yellow gross stain and i couldnt bend down to clean coz i was holding some stuff and most importantly, the pair of pants was too fitting alr. i couldnt reach the freaking shoe. and may i remind you that my interview is at 3. and i was still in sch.
2.40, i juz reached bedok, a few more stops to expo, and i realised that i only had 8 dollars in my wallet. and i was supposed to cab there.
3.00, reached the building. the journey of 2 minutes costs me $5.60 coz there's a surcharge of $2 if u take cab from expo. i didnt noe abt dat.
3.40, interview ended. it was ok but the PR issue was bugging me as it has been in all my interviews so far.
3.50, coz it was pouring, i had to call a cab. and it had cost me $6.60 coz booking surcharge of $2.50 and NETS surcharge of $0.30. yes. i was out of cash.
4.30. called ica and was told by an unfriendly lady dat i was not eligible for the automatic conversion. which is different from what i had heard frm the career centre.
5.10. felt like a ball, kicked from one department to another ministry to another office to another centre.
5.50. i broke down feeling helpless n lost over nothing.
7.00. i thought my group is scheduled to present in the 1st week of april which is 2 weeks frm now but when i checked the latest schedule, it wasnt the case. my group was pushed forward for a week which means we're gg to present on next wed. hmmmm. and the group 1 that's supposed to present next week was postponed to our supposedly slot.
im stunned coz we havent prepared a single thing. and it's 50%?!
8.00. it's like a downward spiral, sucking the happy energy out of me.
and i have spread my sadness and stress to other ppl by making a big ass out of myself.
most importantly, i dun understand why am i here, pitying myself, instead of doing stg to set things right.
my sis told me, if too busy, dun come back la, i'll bring stuff to u.
i said no, i Need to go back. it's no longer a want.
p/s. i really wish to have my tear ducts removed.
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just follow law.
ica: u need to talk to ur sch.
career centre: u need to talk to moe.
moe: u need to talk to ur sch.
osa: u need to call student service centre.
student service centre: we're Closed.
i feel like a ball.
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
i need to keep telling myself.
it's only 10%.
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Sunday, March 21, 2010
5 more weeks!
who says i must feel emo just becoz im leaving sch?
=D pls. anything but emo!
esp when i have hi5 and muscle bear and family with me!!!!
and woohoo! next week gg home!!!! ~~ so happy dat i can forget abt work for 1 nite!
hehehehhehehehehe! feeling damn hyperrrr!!
and im craving for KIAM CAI soup steamboat with CHILI meatball and sliced fish and tomatos! *awwwwh.i wanna eat dat*
and cheese cakes!
hehe i have a long long long craving list!
how i wish all the food on the list have no calories!!!!!!!!
haha the song playing currently: fuck you - lily allen. reminds me of the most recent interview. haha. i left the company feeling quite down, then when i stepped out of the building, it started to rain heavily. and i didnt bring umbrella. emo-ness intensified! lol then on my mp3, then lily allen started singing!
i was like. wow. this time really really gone alr. all the signs are ominous!
but 5 mins later,
rain stopped, and muscle bear called, and bus came =))) so it was not dat bad after all!
i noe i'll miss seeing all the Squirrels running ard the hall when i move out. they nvr failed to cheer me up!
OH! we have a new iron now! hehe actually ironing's quite fun when u're really bored! =P but how come i nvr thought of it that way back home? LOL. ok not when u have a mountain of clothes to be ironed ok!
we spent our saturday n sunday in the super cold study room. i feel like i noe everyone who camped there alr!
OH! my neighbors are talking loudly outside now. that reminds me of another evil thing that i had done this morning.
i woke up real late and was in a rush, then one of my neighbors was waiting for the lift as well. then she suddenly ran back her room to take stuff and the lift arrived at my level, without 2nd thought i pressed the 'close' button and was quite happy coz she'll miss the lift!
then who noes the lift stopped at 5th level, 2nd level, then suddenly, IT WAS GG UP AGAIN!
i was frantically pressing all the buttons but b4 i know it, it was at level 7 and my neighbor entered.
*awkwardness* then she was like: eh how come u're still here.
hmmmm. she must noe how to program the lift to send me up again.
hurhur.
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WEDDING PLANNER
talking to weiying earlier on rekindled the passion for me to be the next jennifer lopez.
=)))))) hehe she's vr nice coz she said she'll let me plan her wedding!!! =)))))))))
seeing pretty wedding cakes and smiling faces makes me super happy! =DDDDD
i wish u all the happiness u can get too gal! =))))))))
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Saturday, March 20, 2010
indicators.
cannot access lib website, nus webmail. dun need to study alr. seriously. feel like killing WEB ppl now.
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i believe in exceptions.
it's not a level playing field. never was.
what i did was to make it even worse for myself.
i can only look forward now =)))
i can be the exception too, not the rule.
had dinner with beng ytd =)) i realised that those things are so obvious to me, but how did i not notice them? mistakes should not be paid by more mistakes. but she made me feel better! love having dinner dates with this dearie of mine!
and being able to see him at the end of the day, makes everything better. <3
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Thursday, March 18, 2010
the healing song
let the mind run wild.
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First Time doesnt always help the Second Time.
wrong expectation from the past and the only experience that i've got.
so i was caught off guard this time.
this taught me a lesson.
always treat everytime as my first time.
=(((((
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
i need to learn how to deal with disappointments.
am i working not hard enough?
=( feel like a little bird now. i have nemo wings.
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Monday, March 15, 2010
=DDDDDDDDD
FAV MV of the DAY! =DDDDDDD cigarettes shades, canned hair, the sandwich dance...! she's insanely mad! haha! juz cannot stop laughing. awwwh man! GAGA!
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always 15 at heart. =DDDDD
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all the right moves
are there happy moves instead?
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
Fuck you very, very much
Look inside, Look inside your tiny mind Now look a bit harder Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor
So you say It's not okay to be gay Well I think you're just evil You're just some racist who can't tie my laces Your point of view is medieval
Fuck you (Fuck you) Fuck you very, very much Cause we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you (Fuck You) Fuck you very, very much Cause your words don't translate And it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch
Do you get, Do you get a little kick out of being slow minded? You want to be like your father It's approval your after Well that's not how you find it
Do you, Do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful? Cause there's a hole where your soul should be Your losing control of it and it's really distasteful
Fuck you (Fuck You) Fuck you very, very much Cause we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you (Fuck You) Fuck you very, very much Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch
You say You think we need to go to war well you're already in one Cause it's people like you who need to get slew No one wants your opinion
Fuck you (Fuck You) Fuck you very, very much Cause we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you (Fuck You) Fuck you very, very much Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, Fuck you Fuck you, Fuck you Fuck you, Fuck you
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it's ok if u dun understand me.
coz u're not called freshies for nothing.
i was a freshie as well.
life's too short to get angry or sad or irritated or frustrated.
refuse to trade my happiness for all those =))))).
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*family*
'it felt like an family outing.'
"Family outing! It was what!"
thank you. both of u. thanks for giving me a superb nite! =)
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Friday, March 12, 2010
A.T.
weird.
what a weird day.
and im damn angry coz the hall office ppl threw my SPORT SHOES n SLIPPERS away! i put them nicely in the demarcated SQUARE ok!
and i found them in a RUBBISH BAG in the pantry.
=( what the hell.
but i was happy to have found them again! and i love my sportshoes! love running with it! love the 1 hour alone time without money without handphone without music.
love the sound of the wind.
came out with some conclusions,
i'll channel my frustrations to the wind and sweat instead of making others frustrated as well.
if only there was sun.
this is how greedy i am. there were dark clouds and it didnt rain. and i wasnt thankful for that.
i hate myself for being a human being.
speaking of which, the Being Human show, was sad.
coz i watched dat after watching jackneo's press conference.
i really hope that guys are not like dat.
i will still wanna think true love exists.
6 more weeks to graduation.
i saw the set up for open house.
same layout as 3 years ago. haha!
ok shower time!!!!!!!!!!!!
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class95 and me
love it especially after 9pm.
EMO is my fav pastime.
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
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awwwh booooi!
angst! u'll have to leave my life right now!
=))))))
there are so many things/scenes/people/feelings that i wanna forget!
dory syndrome is so cool la.
feel like runninggggg. why do i have class at 6pm 2day!!!
this sem is so draggy. awwwh boooooi.
wahaha.
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Saturday, March 6, 2010
heartache!!
erm. not a reply that i was waiting for.
it's weird how your first time can affect you.
i will rmb it.
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Friday, March 5, 2010
3304 - econometrics ll
pls let me understand u.
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
just gotta keep telling urself, it's the last few weeks alr.
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
everyday is a new episode.
i feel like a baby. like a piece of blank paper. in the past, i refused to accept the fact that this world is ugly. i refused to let the world to colour my paper.
but i was terribly wrong. i shud choose the colours that i want to make my life more colourful! and it's perfectly fine to have grey and black spots coz this is how u protect urself i guess.
i finally understood why he said, it's ok. it's a learning experience that will make u stronger when i made a blunder few days back.
just dont give up.
oooo~~ Adam Lambert!
Just dont give up Im working it out Please dont give in I wont let you down It messed me up Need a second to breathe Just keep coming around!!
dun u think he's quite cute? love his voice!!!! =)
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what a nice oldie to keep me company when i jumped out of bed at 4.30am.
=)))))
awwwh i miss mum's breakfast. T.T
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did i mention dat i cried ytd?
but i have a new experience now. blurring effect doesnt help in studying the models.
i think i shud juz give the mid term up.
my hormones are all messed up.
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
im 22 gg on 23
(Rolf) You wait little girl On an empty stage For fate to turn the light on
Your life little girl is an empty page that men will want to write on
(Leisl) To write on
(Rolf) You are 16 going on 17 Baby its time to think Better beware Be canny and careful Baby you're on the brink
You are 16 going on 17 Fellows will fall in line Eager young lads And grueways and cads Will offer you fruit and wine
Totally unprepared are you To face a world of men Timid and shy and scared are you Of things beyond your ken
You need someone Older and wiser Telling you what to do I am 17 going on 18 I'll take care of you
(Leisl) I am 16 going on 17 I know that i'm naive Fellows I meet may tell me I'm sweet And willingly I believe
I am 16 going on 17 innocent as a rose Bachelor dandies Drinkers of brandies What do I know of those
Totally unprepared am I To face a world of men Timid and shy and scared am I Of things beyond my ken
I need someone Older and wiser Telling me what to do You are 17 going on 18 I'll depend on you
sucks im way too old to sing dat song alr la!!!!
and i still do not buy the fact that my dad has accepted the fact that im an adult.
for the 20+ years, dat not how we do things.
hmmmm. i actually cried when dat happened. awwwh man. what a cry baby.
<----- working on his chinese political thoughts essay beside me!
