second in The Dessert That I Want to Make with Booibeee List.
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Sunday, December 20, 2009
role model
i realise, there are more things to be kept inside than to be said out.
the feeling of inability to talk back is killing me.
maybe this is the reason why, although im 22 years old, im actually 12.
sometimes i'll feel like getting out of here. sometimes im too lazy to entertain that thought. sometimes im lazy to plan. sometimes im too slack to execute the plans.
these few days, i have been living with the stupid headaches. popping painkillers like desserts. dunno the reason behind it but for once i have experienced the magic of paracetamol.
ytd night was the worst. the headache was so bad that i couldnt sleep. and when i finally get to drift away, mozzies attackS. my ears, neck, face, forehead. Failed to kill them on a few attempts. so my whole night was basically gone.
8am, mum tried to wake me up. 9am, tried again. 10, 11am. i had to drag myself out of the bed. very intense headache. felt like crying. paracetamol 1000mg. recently, i hate dinners a lot.
feel like a prisoner.
why should i be the role model when u urself, is not even a good one.
i feel so self centered as im typing this.
maybe it's the pms thing.
but i have nvr wanted to break free as badly.
i need a break from my break.
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Friday, December 18, 2009
SPEECHLESS! =D
so the song is written for her dad. =) how apt. haha love this song for dat reason.
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a different but equally awesome rendition!
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my mind is blown off
And so it is Just like you said it would be Life goes easy on me Most of the time And so it is The shorter story No love, no glory No hero in her skies
I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes...
And so it is Just like you said it should be We'll both forget the breeze Most of the time And so it is The colder water The blower's daughter The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you? Did I say that I want to Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind off you... I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind... My mind...my mind... 'Til I find somebody new
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it's such a slow song. as slow as my pace now.
been watching a lot of jude law. he's just cute and charming. but he's a sad character. in alfie, he spent the christmas alone and crying. in closer, he lost the women that he loved so much and was cheated by another woman. in gattaca, he killed himself in the end in an incinerator.
awwwh man. i need to introduce chipmunks to jude law. =D so that he'll be as happy as me! =D
p/s: have a safe and super fun trip booibeee lee! p/s2: 1 more week to chipmunk squeakquel!!!
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a missed favourite
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
song for the weak moments
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
02.11.2008 - 09.12.2009
"find a seat cos i've got 3 pages left! please turn on ur girl mode today and we'll both be nice=) but u know u're really cute when u're getting bullied rite ;)"
i always thought that i'll remember every word from that msg. coz i think i have read it for at least 1000000 times. but apparently not so.
heart wrenched into a ball.
but i wanna keep what i can rmb =)
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the last 7 days.
my world is more upside down than ever. morning is nonexistent to me.
and the night is always too young for me to turn in.
im addicted to SAW! it's scary, disturbing, yet it's brilliant and thrilling.
=)
p/s: i love campingS! and i love HAHQ (happy aquarium - head quarter) a lot as well!
