Thursday, September 17, 2009
head clearing process.

i have just finished 40 episodes of heart of greed(hog)1.

it took me 6 weeks to finish this drama. and i watched the last 10 episodes in a night.

the ending is abrupt, but i love it!

i remember, when i was taking stpm, i will watch some drama series for the whole night, ruining the next day.
but dunno y, i like to be in their world, smile like an idiot, or cry like a moron.

my eyes are swollen now. and i have used up 1 box of tissue, very sad, very happy, felt very sweet, felt very heart-warming, tearing rate following the characters' moods.

after watching this series, i miss my family and beee a lot.
i miss my mum my dad my sisters. i just wanna be at home forever.


i promise myself,
i will not take anything for granted.
i will not take him for granted.
i will not take my family for granted.

~thanks for making me smile =]

now i dunno whether i shud go to bed or find stg to do. what a weird timing now. i thought by the time i finished that drama, it'll be morning alr.

random.
sometimes i think i lack the discipline to keep my commitment level high in studies.
i need a lot of breakaways, this may not be a good thing. thru out the semesters i have been thinking, why is my cap still as low as ever, if not lower.
till this sem,
when i get to spend more time in study room.
thats when i realise,
there are so many soldiers inside.
asses stuck to the chair, for day and night. frm 9am till 12am, 7 days a week.

now i noe, why is their cap nearly twice as mine.

but i dun really care.

maybe im the only one thinking that i have given my best.
only to realise that it was not enough.

i really wish, the remaining sems, i can make them proud of me.

a lot of random thoughts in my head.

i feel like running.

feel like having hotcakes.

im starving.

if im at home,

i wont even get a chance to starve.

i will make sure that my own house next time,
there'll always be food ard.
=)

so many things on my mind now.

hope beng's throat's ok now.

CAs and assignments dun bully my buddy so much k?

at least spare her coming saturday k?

ok im sleepy now.
=) the clearing method worked.

@.@

:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 5:09 AM

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