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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
i need to let myself go.

i cannot say that i did not try hard enough.

but i noe i didnt.

why. i gave up fighting after knowing that the world is in dark.
invention of light bulbs was to give us the illusion that the world is no longer in dark.
incorrect.

why must i learn to be stronger and deal with these ppl with smiling face.
am i not one of them if i was to act like dat.

i told myself i told mike i told my close friends.
if i make it this sem. i will continue.
i will give my all to this sem.

but
what have i done.

i like to waste time.
if mike's not ard, i think i'll waste more time.

im a total failure who has no self-discipline.

the only thing that im good at is to cry.
whatever happens, just cry.
although it wont help
i'll juz cry.

woke up late this morning. ran for the bus and nearly fell down.
made it to class in time.
but i was alr vr down.
and since then, it's a downward spiral to a bottomless pit.

i was thinking, if i flunk this sem, next sem can relax.
if dats the case. i might as well juz relax in this sem too.
then can slack 2 sems.

forget abt honours.

forget abt everything.

i dun want anything anymore.

i dun want to cry anymore.

feel like screaming. even when im in library now.
maybe watching heart of greed and cry is one of my excuses to cry.

i noe, i had typed nothing but crap.
i still have to go back to do all the fucking sch work.
i cant even breathe now.
but i still need to pick myself up.

can i let myself go?

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