Thursday, November 12, 2009
haha im quite sure that im not a gal.
was watching some image consultant videos.
damn it i belong to the BOCHAP category!
looks like i will have to relearn about how to be a gal.
but it's so troublesome to be one!
frm head to toe.
scary.
"isit so hard to bring an extra lipstick when you're out?"
" isit so hard to accessorize yourself?"
" isit so hard to get clothes that suit u?"
" isit so hard to get ur hair done?"
"isit so hard to put on make up?"
these questions are hitting me hard. YES it's vr hard for all the questions above.
used to think that i can ignore these but realise as i get older,
i cannot ignore all that anymore.
but hey.
i still dun give a damn. not yet.
i like to look like im sick or perpetually tired. do you have a problem with that?
i call it the natural look.
being practical is still the top priority. im so brokeeeee man. hate the so broke feeling. but it's ok. i'll just enjoy the feeling of being poor now coz i noe, once i start working im gg to be a billionaire wahahah!
exams are coming. the sem is ending?!
funny as it may sound,
i think i'll miss my public finance tutorials. but glad that i dun need to wake up at 9.30am rushing for 10am classes again! haha i think i have only gotten used to that on like week 11?
had a freaking scary cockroach invasion!! i need to overcome the fear for that disgusting shit.
squeeze it like squeezing biscuits!
p.s. the voice of the screaming lecturer sounded more calm in the webcast lectures for elearning week!
=P pon-ed most of his lectures coz of his shrieking high pitch screaming voice.
too bad there's no running away. still gotta watch the webcast shits.
2nd sis is gg to have THE exam in a few days' time.
it was 3 years ago for me man.
the only thing that i could rmb was that i skipped the whole big chunk of organic chemistry and only answered 40% of the questions.
and the burying of the bottle with RM1 and RM5 notes.
and the seafood dinner.
and the bowling.
and we had to buy t-shirts frm the night market to enter the bowling centre.
and every single moment that followed.
=) missing hi555555....
the bloatedness is killing me.
but my cravings list is getting longer by the day.
>o<
for tonight, im praying hard for that kind little cockroach to find his way out of this room quietly. pls go on foot. dun fly. DUN FLY. hear that u bloody irritating the shit out of me creature! and dun die here!!!!
but this reminds me of last sem, 1 day b4 my history midterm, there's a big bug in my room. while waiting for the bug terminator to come, i was so scared that i had to study at the corridor.
still rmb my neighbour told me:
"off the lights. it'll fly out on its own."
hehe. but the bug terminator in thai singlet came n grabbed the bug as if it was the simplest chore on earth n threw it out of the window, then turned to me and said: " it's a beetle."
haha i cant rmb whether this is the exact version of that incident. but i think it is. subconsciously.
=P
just when i wanna offline and sleep,
the song that's playing now : Sweet Dreams ~~
=)
:+: Styled by :+: Jac Loo Loo 3:11 AM
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