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Sunday, December 20, 2009
role model

i realise,
there are more things to be kept inside than to be said out.

the feeling of inability to talk back is killing me.

maybe this is the reason why,
although im 22 years old,
im actually 12.

sometimes i'll feel like getting out of here.
sometimes im too lazy to entertain that thought.
sometimes im lazy to plan.
sometimes im too slack to execute the plans.

these few days,
i have been living with the stupid headaches.
popping painkillers like desserts.
dunno the reason behind it but for once i have experienced the magic of paracetamol.

ytd night was the worst.
the headache was so bad that i couldnt sleep.
and when i finally get to drift away, mozzies attackS.
my ears, neck, face, forehead.
Failed to kill them on a few attempts.
so my whole night was basically gone.

8am, mum tried to wake me up.
9am, tried again.
10, 11am. i had to drag myself out of the bed.
very intense headache. felt like crying.
paracetamol 1000mg.
recently, i hate dinners a lot.

feel like a prisoner.

why should i be the role model when u urself, is not even a good one.

i feel so self centered as im typing this.

maybe it's the pms thing.

but i have nvr wanted to break free as badly.

i need a break from my break.

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